Last week I went  on an all-expenses-paid trip to Melaka and Johor. It’s a 3 days 2 nites trip, mostly to check out latest development in both states on biotech and learn what we can.

Nway, 1st nite we went for seafood in umbai. But I dun know whether it’s my headache but I find the food not appetising. Sorryla to umbai seafood lovers. But the 2nd nite, we had dinner in Danga Bay’s Singgah Selalu restaurant. I’m not being biased just bcos I’m from JB, tapi mmg best sgt food kat situ. Yumm…

The Zon by the sea is a cool place to stay if u’re a clubbing kinda person. I’m SO not. So, I find the place quite loud and surrounded by pubs/clubs. The good thing is that it’s beside the zon shopping complex and I heard the occupants get 10% discount, but I was too tired to go shopping.

The more I travel alone, the more I was missing hubby’s company. It was no fun travelling without him. It’d be more enjoyable to go shopping and buffet breakfast with him. I’m sure I’ll eat e’thing on the buffet spread.

By the 2nd day, I was sick wth missing adik and abang so much. No more outstation pls…

Why oh why… is it so easy for me to lose my patience nowadays? Of course life is full of tests. We just have to endure and try our best to overcome whatever comes in the way.  Sabar kan separuh dari iman…nampak sgtlah kurangnya iman dlm diriku ini.

Y’day we went back at 10pm. And today I can foresee that we’re gonna stay back again. All of a sudden, ad-hoc assignments come in folds.. Semua nak kena siap cepat. And at the same time, kerja2 sektoral pun makin banyak.

So weird…last 2 weeks I was quite free. Boleh sembang2. Keluar beli baju & tudung masa lunch. Skrg bz je. Just now during lunch, I practically lost it to the practical student. I know he is being proactive, arranged for an appointment with the newspaper during lunch. But I was so hungry. I hate it when he does stuff without consulting me first. But my Dr. boss was ok with it.

This is bad. I must learn to calm down. Chill…

I love the morning traffic during school holidays. I usually arrive in the ofis rite b4 8am. Itupun kena drive mcm org gila.. But today, I managed to arrive at 7.40am. And I was driving slow and steady. So, tomoro I’m gonna go out a bit late. No need to rush.

Every morning I need to send Luqman to school first. So from the minute I wear my tudung to the time I actually go out of the door, he would be whining constantly, afraid that he would be left at home. Selagi tak didukung, selagi tu lah merengek-rengek. Ngan opah pun tak layan. Padahal selalu best fren ngan opah.. Pelik betul, apa yg best sgt gi sekolah tu. Maybe bcos thare are many kids running around that he enjoys seeing. As if he can join them. I can’t wait for him to walk. During the weekend, he already learn to stand up without hanging on to anything. And he already took one, two steps forward. And that’s all, then he would sit down. Hehehe…

Everyone’s been telling me that i look like i’ve gained weight. “Puan pregnant ker?” My clerk, As asked me the other day. “Diorang sumer ingatkan puan pregnant.” Especially bcos last week i bought KFC snack plate for everyone. Actually saja je belanja, cos masa jadik LO haritu, I got a HUGE tip! But they thot the treat was sempena I got a new baby!!! hahaha!! Lawak betol la.

Anyways…the point is I’m fat, and I feel depressed.

So, just now during lunch I bought myself 2 tudungs. Dark pink and turqouise blue. It’s a good shopping therapy

Apolitical. How can we be if we have the ability to judge? But then again, who are we to judge? We are just the citizens whose voices are louder when we can cast a vote. But we can’t. So, we need to move on for the sake of the state and the people.

Is having ‘mesyuarat tingkap’ or in this case, ‘mesyuarat pokok’ the right way to end this? Are they that helpless that they have to resort to desperate measures… Maybe that’s not how they see it, but that’s what others perceive.

I’m praying for the day when we can unite against the israel not against ourselves…and I’m still waiting…