I’m coping very well even without maid. Sometimes I wonder, do we really need a maid after all. But it would be nice to be able to go out with hubby, just the two of us once in a while. Before we send the maid back, we grabbed the opportunity to watch a movie. It’s nice cos it has been such a loong time. The last time we went out for a movie was when i was pregnant. Or was it even before that?? Hmm..that shows how long it has been. We watched Punisher…full of violence..yet, I still watched thru my fingers. Aahh…now I remember the last movie we watched, it was Harry Potter, the last of the sequel. And guess what, hubby slept halfway thru! So now, I follow his choice of movies, instead of mine. I can always wait till my Broinlaw buy the DVD and then borrow it from him whenever there is a movie that I wanna watch. Nevertheless, life is hectic now since my baby is so manjaaa that he wants to be with me ALL THE TIME!!! Nak didukung je 24 jam…letak kejap pun dah nangis mcm kena pukul. But I guess that is common single-child-syndrome. So, masa solat mmg dia dok nangis je dlm playpen which is placed just beside me. When I stand up, he’ll cry standing up, and when I sit down and sujud, he’ll also sit down…still crying at my ear.. Nak gelak pun ade. Sudahnya, tak khusyuk solat. Luqman…Luqman…nape lah manja sangat. Nasib baik comel…
The 6th of March is coming, and I don’t think I’ll submit my application. I mean, I don’t think I’m ready to make that kind of commitment. Mentally, especially. Oh come on, I don’t even know what field I’m gonna take. That means, I still don’t know my passion and I don’t wanna end up doing something I don’t like, cos I know I’m not gonna do well in it. So, maybe I’ll end being normal people, no master, no PhD whatsoever… Hubby and I discussed about this. He’s not against me furthering my studies, but he has decided not to further his. Considering the pros and cons, furthering his studies is such a big decision, and tough too.Imagine 4 years down the drain if suddenly he fails. I know he won’t, but will I be supportive enough for him..
Nway, on a different note..a friend of mine introduced me to the websites of secondhand bargains. And they’re such GREAT bargains!! U can get branded baby and children stuff at affordable prices. Not that we can’t afford the actual price, but to waste ur money for something used for a few months? I say better we use it for something else. Plus, we are such suckers for cheap and branded stuff…hahaha!! Cheapskates!! I’ve got my eyes on some strollers but I’ve yet to order, but I gotta hurry b4 others get it first. The brands are Aprica, Combi and even McLaren only at rm2++. It is such a pity that I don’t know about this sooner…
Gotta continue working…don’t know when my Dr. boss gonna pop in again. He already did this morning and start posting me a few PhD-like questions, those that require deep thots and some analytical thinking b4 u start attempting to answer. Altho u think the question is quite straight forward, he would start looking at it from a different view that u don’t even think is relevant or reflect the first question…Argghh…I can’t let my mind be as complex..or I’ll go crazy… And that’s why I can’t do Master nor PhD..yet. It will be a torture to my simplistic mind… 
