Posted by: doclover | December 31, 2007

wish i knew what’s wrong..

..with me. being sick is one thing. but not knowing my sickness is another. all this while i thot my sickness has something to do with my gastro. but today, i went to see a gastro specialist…and he said otherwise. if i had been taking the medication like i did and there’s no improvement, then he said it’s probably not my stomache afterall. it could be due to my pregnancy, maybe the weight is pulling somewhere that makes it hurt. *sigh* i hardly gained anything. i only managed to gain 0.2 kg since last month’s checkup. so, i dun know what to believe now. i’m terribly in pain that i just wanna lie down… :(

..with her. i just wanna be there and cry with her. no matter how painful i feel, i know that her pain is much more. but she is strong. i wish she knew that. and i wish she would tell me. maybe the time is not rite. but i just want her to know that i’m always here to listen. i always pray for her. but i’ll pray harder…


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  1. Salam,

    I know nuts better than I do about medicine, or sickness. But I did have a colleague who may have had a somewhat similar problem like yours. Mind you, I mentioned somewhat…

    She’s a sweet, petite lady from Penang who became pregnant on the first year of marriage. And from the 4th months onwards, had to take a long leave till after she delivered. Reason being, she experienced fainting spells and blackouts even when she stands for not more than several minutes. Till the day I left the office, the doctors could not figure out the problem, but attributed it to low blood pressure, though her readings read normal most of the times. Perhaps your complications too are one of those modern medical science has yet to figure out; have you tried alternative medicine?


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