did i get it rite? well, whatever..having a doctor hubby doesnt make me know all the medical term. in simple term, it is GASTRIC! and it is attacking me so badly.

i’ve been having terrible gastric pain since a few years back but none as bad as this one. i do think before i put anything into my mouth…but most of the time, i do surrender to the craving. imagine…no spicy food, no caffeinated drinks which means no coffee, sambal, tomyam, teh tarik, laksa, cili api and a lot more of my fave food!! and when i do, all the wind starts generating from me and struggling to come out. if it doesnt, then i’ll be having chest pain, pening and so on..

when i thot it was the worst, now is even more terrible. i can’t eat anything anymore. since a few weeks back i’ve been having stomache pain, but only when i eat certain kinda food. but since last week, the pain keeps coming no matter what i eat. and last weekend, the pain just doesnt go away at all!!

so, hubby puts me on a diet of plain porridge with kicap only. and occasionally, plain bread. and i’ve chewed on more magnesium trisilicate and gulped in more MMT (the liquid version) than i can imagine. since i’m expecting, there are other stronger type of medicine that he cant give me, cos there are no tests conducted on pregnant women yet. those that i’ve been taking is the A type, which is okay. but y’day he gave me another B type that he said should be okay. tawakkal to Allah. i pray that nothing would affect my baby… he has to cos he can’t stand seeing me in pain (plus of cos can’t stand my whining..hehehe). well, i also can’t stand the pain.

my parents, kak ja and family stayed over in my place y’day. and i was unable to be a good hostess cos of this terrible pain. i couldnt stand, couldnt eat, and it made them worried. and most of all, i couldnt smile.

 so i’ll continue the porridge diet in my path to recovery. i dont know how long but it’d better not be more than a week cos i have another wedding to attend next weekend and i wanna indulge in the nasik minyak and rendang and ayam masak merah…yumm!!

2.40 pm

this pain is so bad. i’d have gone home if not for an important meeting at 4pm.

hubby came during lunch to gimme some medicine…so sweeeett….