i just couldnt wake up yesterday. i slept after subuh as usual. then it was time to get up and get ready. but i was just too sleepy and dizzy. hubby got me an mc.

i dont know whether i was really, really tired or was i just pampering myself? i know in this holy month, the test is even tougher. so, maybe i AM supposed to feel this tired or this sleepy. but i’m just not willing to push myself. i told myself that i need to get enuff rest if i want to stay healthy.

my routine is already established for this Ramadhan. it’s basically adapting to hubby’s routine last year.

430 am wake up for prayers – but i usually end up waking up at 445am

500 am sahur – but since i woke up late, this would drag to 515 am

540 am finish settling the kitchen and getting ready for subuh prayers

615 am sleep!!!

700 am get up! getting ready for work

730 am ~ 600 pm work!!

600 pm helping whatever finishing touch in the kitchen

645 pm bath and get ready to iftar

715 pm berbuka lightly with bubur and stuff – i hafta really be careful or i end up throwing everything out

740 pm go to the mosque for maghrib, isya and terawih prayers

1015 pm back from the mosque. dinner of rice

1100 pm settled with kitchen. too full to eat

1200 am zzZZZz!!!

and the day repeats…

on the normal days, i do 20. but there were days when i was extra tired and sleepy that i stopped at 8.

i think it’s not wrong. but sometimes i feel guilty. or they make me feel guilty. they forget that i’m supposed to be extra tired and fatigue. even when i wasnt fasting, i was constantly sleepy and tired.

so, all the more now. i hope they understand. i pray that Allah gives me the strength..