i went to jpa with mr mior yesterday with high hopes. we’ll get the results by thursday. and i’m keeping the hopes very, very high!!!

then IB came with KD and we went to alamanda 4 lunch. 1 hour is too short 4 a lunch course. we didnt do anything much n my mind is elsewhere. not focused at all. wished i had talked more. wished i had more time to spend with them. wished i care more about other issues. but i can’t. not with these thots clouding my head.

i brought my work home but being with the children is more entertaining. watched ugly betty half asleep. end up not doing anything. came to work with the same workload again and again. don’t mention doing work during office hours. coz the time is spent resolving issues, attending meetings-loads of them-negos, kickoffs, coordinations. so when to sit down and crack my head to answer all these queries, entertain all the applications, resolving their problems, checking on their payments-within 14 days deadline?? i hope if i could survive here, i could probably survive anywhere else. even the state office.

how are we going to be efficient with this kind of workload?? honestly, my work here is alot more than when i was in pj. it’s not just ‘oh..i got 3 quotations i need to finish’ or ‘i got 2 reports i have to submit’. this is like having 50 issues that need to be resolved at the same time.

oh..i already found my makeup artist. of course it cost me a bomb but i really love her work on bai. plus she’s a nice person too… hope everything will turn out just fine… Insya Allah…

i am back to driving the merc. my car is still not ready. still need to go for puspakom inspection. how am i gonna report duty on monday in ipoh?? ha!ha! as if…