i need to drive. sooner or later, i still have to. so i gathered all my courage to drive to the office on monday in kancil. actually i even feel more insecure inside a kancil…(kancil owners…no offense!). bcos i’ve seen what happened to my gen2. imagine if the same thing happens to kancil. but what i can do is just tawakal…and of course drive safely and slowly…and of course stop at all yellow lights!!! so happens, that monday i arrived at the office at 8.50am bcos of terrible traffic jams from kajang all the way to putrajaya. and the cars were practically non-moving, crawling at a pace slower than ants pace. and the cause was an accident at putrajaya junction. but i was okay with it. well, accident happens. and i was there before. been there, done that kinda situation…

and these past few days were havoc. well, nowadays i kinda used to it. there are always things that need to be resolved and there are always people who’s testing ur patience. but i try my best to be cool about it. as ustazah hajar said, we must be happy despite all of our problems.

he’s been away in kelantan shopping for stuff. some of it is for me. i wished i could be with him. but he has promised that we’ll go there again next time. i could feel that our communication is improving and i feel happier each day. the next 3 months is like 3 years. this waiting is such a torture